Many people think that homosexuality is just about sex - sex with someone of the same gender. I don’t deny that this is often the outcome of homosexuality in someone’s life. It makes the “condition” (for want of a better term) truly evident for the individual. Nevertheless, both the gay activist and […]

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I had some therapy recently.  It used pyschodrama - which in my own words is simply the replaying of traumatic incidents from the past via roleplay in a group situation.  I focused on my ties with my mother.  In many ways she expected me to be the “good little boy”.
I recalled a situation when I […]

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I believe that homosexuality is principally the result of psychological trauma (see my other key beliefs re homosexuality on my about page).  This trauma may have occurred at any point prior to the onset of homosexual feelings.  I believe such trauma could even be in the womb and the first months of life.  Babies are extremely […]

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A very good friend of mine is coming to visit me today.  He’s coming for a week.  I’m very excited - well, I’m trying to let the excitement through.  I learned to curb my excitement as a kid to limited the dissappointment if something I was looking forward to didn’t happen!  So, I’m very excited […]

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I would like to give you some indication of how homosexuality developed in my life. I am certain that it developed. Even if you don’t believe that this is possible in general, I would appreciate that you listen to my story. I matter! My experience and interpretation of my own life is more valid than […]

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I felt vulnerable to acting out today. A guy on the subway caught my eye and then he tried to “pick me up” so to speak. It kind of took me by surprise - I liked being noticed and wanted to connect in some way with the guy, but having done so well recently I […]

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Welcome to my blog. This is my first post - I feel an overwhelming pressure to make it significant. I want to be understood, I want to be heard. I don’t want to be misunderstood even moreso. But I suppose that I don’t have control over how you will take this blog - whether you […]

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