I believe that homosexuality is principally the result of psychological trauma (see my other key beliefs re homosexuality on my about page).  This trauma may have occurred at any point prior to the onset of homosexual feelings.  I believe such trauma could even be in the womb and the first months of life.  Babies are extremely […]

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I went to a festival yesterday with a friend.  It was an outdoors type of event - a lot of walking around taking in the beautiful surroundings at the start of spring.  I was happy with myself for organising the trip.  I had asked a few people, but only one friend could make it.  I […]

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I felt vulnerable to acting out today. A guy on the subway caught my eye and then he tried to “pick me up” so to speak. It kind of took me by surprise - I liked being noticed and wanted to connect in some way with the guy, but having done so well recently I […]

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Motivation to change is very important to change. You will never change if you are only half-hearted about it. I have spent a lot of the last 8 years or so being half-hearted about changing from being homosexual to heterosexual. Although, I rationally believed that I was not born gay, and that since it had […]

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